yeah ok, prom was good.

why the fuck do people stab u in the back when they say u can trust them?! i'm filled with SO MUCH anger!! this all comes down to not even trusting family!!! i fuckin WISH i had applied to a college far away so i can get away from this hell hole!! cause i'm sure as fuckin HELL that i would have gotten in! fuck all this! fuck promises, fuck trusting people, and fuck this xanga too, i'm done with it.

much luv, Shian

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oye! it's Mother's Day! my mama was happy this morning with all the cards she got. mine was the funniest.  now she's gone to artesia with my cuz. she's gonna bring me back bindi's! ohhhhhhh malashaaaaa! lol.

anyhoo, i came into realization that prom is only 2 freakin weeks away. iono how i feel. n next week is my driving test.  i'm such a loser for waiting this long. but oh well. as long as i pass i'm coo.

noor is gonna be 18! lets all smash a cake in her face!!

i think we should have a somosa day out.

i'm stressed....okay i'm not stressed. i'm annoyed. i'm sick too.

k, i drove my dad's Explorer this morning. i love big cars.

this entry was effin useless.

k, tonite was the senior fashion show. it was coo. the audience lacked but it was still all good. we were all going psycho in the back. everyone looked so good. especially galen, anthony, and luqman. but my baby was the best!

k, after all that kj, noor, and i hung out with the homies. it was coo, ate good food. i was kinda distracted the whole time though. i think i looked like this at times: got home with noor and realized something. the true meaning of innocense and that there's no one that can take the place of a loved one. especially my baby. i love you so much galen....just know that all the time. u're my angel always and forever.