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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Sun, 22 May 2005 23:06:25 GMT

yeah ok, prom was good.

why the fuck do people stab u in the back when they say u can trust them?! i'm filled with SO MUCH anger!! this all comes down to not even trusting family!!! i fuckin WISH i had applied to a college far away so i can get away from this hell hole!! cause i'm sure as fuckin HELL that i would have gotten in! fuck all this! fuck promises, fuck trusting people, and fuck this xanga too, i'm done with it.

much luv, Shian

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Sat, 21 May 2005 17:04:46 GMT

OMG!! today is PROM!!!! i've had a hectic week, so i got up this morning at 6 to do my nails. muahahahah! lol. then i fell back asleep after they dried. but anyway, i'm really excited cause we're all gonna look so damn good. must go do other preparations!!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 16:34:10 GMT

oye! it's Mother's Day! my mama was happy this morning with all the cards she got. mine was the funniest. now she's gone to artesia with my cuz. she's gonna bring me back bindi's! ohhhhhhh malashaaaaa! lol.

anyhoo, i came into realization that prom is only 2 freakin weeks away. iono how i feel. n next week is my driving test. i'm such a loser for waiting this long. but oh well. as long as i pass i'm coo.

noor is gonna be 18! lets all smash a cake in her face!!

i think we should have a somosa day out.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 23:00:38 GMT

i'm stressed....okay i'm not stressed. i'm annoyed. i'm sick too.

k, i drove my dad's Explorer this morning. i love big cars.

this entry was effin useless.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 03:47:32 GMT

k, tonite was the senior fashion show. it was coo. the audience lacked but it was still all good. we were all going psycho in the back. everyone looked so good. especially galen, anthony, and luqman. but my baby was the best!

k, after all that kj, noor, and i hung out with the homies. it was coo, ate good food. i was kinda distracted the whole time though. i think i looked like this at times: got home with noor and realized something. the true meaning of innocense and that there's no one that can take the place of a loved one. especially my baby. i love you so much galen....just know that all the time. u're my angel always and forever.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 18:11:29 GMT

yeah, it's my 18th biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirfday today! yay! lol. it's morning but its been good so far. denny's, phone calls, cards, balloons...etc. noor n kj are coming over tonite! yay!!

yesterday noor picked me up in the morning n there were balloons in the trunk. lol. that was sweet. the day went well. i got to tickle and bug baby a lot. heehee! baby, that'll go on forever. my dad picked me up and told me that nearly kj's whole family was at our house while i was at school. haha! funny scenerio, but she busted through the door once again while we were in the living room. that was a coo surprise. i love you girl!

cake, the rest of the day should be great. i'm goin to the mall with my cuz! muahahaha! shanna is suppose to show up too.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 04:54:44 GMT

k, spring break is nearly over. its been....boring. its been good only when i talked to baby (don't know where the hell he is right now) and when noor has picked me up (twice). i can almost feel the freedom.

stress over this damn survey project. galen, if u read this i NEED u to tally up all your yes/no questions and #s 3, 6, and 10 so we can work on it on monday. u might have to stay after school. we'll average everything else.

my birthday is in exactly a week. gonna be 18. yay...

i feel like a new person. these BC pills have saved my life. NO CRAMPS! i thank the person or people that have created these digusting yet helpful pills.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 17:34:17 GMT

update time! ummm.....my license test is coming up finally. so is my birthday! i'll finally be 18! noor, i'm older than u. HA! i love you.

baby and i are doing okay. i'ma go in a lil while to make copies of our survey for a project. i'll post it on here so that ya'll can answer if u want. it'd help a lot.

1. do u drool while u sleep at night?

2. how many hours of sleep do u get on average?

3. do u have more dreams or more nightmares?

4. do u sleepwalk?

5. do u snore?

6. what side do u sleep on? (body)

7. do u sleep during the day/take naps?

8. do u sleep on anything else besides a bed?

9. do u grind your teeth while u sleep?

10. are u a heavy or light sleeper?

11. do u use an alarm to wake up in the morning?

12. do u eat midnight snacks before u go to sleep?

13. is your bed comfortable?

14. how much sleep do u think your body needs to be fully rested?

15. do u sleep in on weekends?

16. do u find yourself grouchy in the morning?

17. do u sleep with stuffed animals?

18. what time do u usually go to bed?

19. how many pillows do u sleep with at night?

20. how long have u been using your bed/the thing you sleep on?

21. how long does it take for u to fall asleep?

22. what's the longest u have gone without sleep?

23. how many blankets do u use during winter?

24. do u constantly wake up during the night?

25. do u use medication to help u sleep?

26. do you have paranoia's when u sleep at night?

27. are u sleep deprived?

28. do u share a bed?

29. do u take a shower before u sleep?

ok guys, don't get freaked out when reading this. its not a lot. and its about sleep. something i know u all love. =] and 50 people is our goal! (not online, just in general.)

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 22:43:07 GMT

having someone is hard.

i guess its one of those things u gotta really take of.

i love you.

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 19:59:56 GMT

k well, my internet is gonna leave some time today. i've been having a bad weekend already. family is like a burden right now. there's so much anger inside of me. my eyes still hurt from last night. i'll be going to noor's house soon.

my license will open door ways for me kinda.

incase i don't get my internet back fast enough, happy 8 months baby.